The Zombie Apocalypse

By now it’s typical. I mean, everyone saw this coming. The constant shortcuts and back alleys and quick fixes to our society. It was the only outcome that would seem logical. The entire human species, gone in a matter of weeks. Most people’s immune systems couldn’t handle the first outbreak. The few that survived? Picked off by the hoards that scavenge the streets. Parasites. I don’t see how anyone made it out of the cities alive. Fuck, I can’t call this survival. The shitty canned foods. Raiding dead bodies for ammo, weapons, or more food. Constantly checking each other for bite marks. I’m scared shitless to catch a cold for fear they’ll kill me in my sleep. To tell you the truth, I’d do the same. And to think, a flower started it all.

More to come…

What does it mean to be an American

This was a very short writing response to a question posed by my cross-cultural psych professor. I’ll admit it’s a bit more pessimistic than I usually look at things. But what can I say, I was on a roll.

What does it mean to be an American? America symbolizes freedom. We as a country arose from the ashes of a tyrannous England. We were the heroes. What does it mean now? It means to be rich, fat and happy. It means he who dies with the most toys wins. He who carries the biggest stick rules the playground. We grew too fast for our own good. We care not for world peace, simply world dominance. This “Land of the Free” concept that carried our country to fruition is the very poison that bites our tongue today. We’ve gotten so used to getting our own way, we’ve lost what it means to be compassionate.
In the beginning America represented good triumphing over evil. We were hard-working farmers and tradesmen rebelling against the corrupt tyrant in the hills. These are the stories of glory our children are wooed with in school. But we’ve had too much of a good thing. We grew bigger and bolder, every war, every conflict, every victory made us more resilient to the suggestions of others.
Now here we stand, drowning in 40oz. buckets of soda and Double Whoppers with cheese, blinded by consumerism, and spitting on anyone who doesn’t share the same. Then we wonder why extreme religious groups want to bomb our cities and terrorize our citizens. We’re no longer the beacon of civilization, the light to guide all other countries of the world. We symbolize an insatiable child greedy for immediate satisfaction. We’re just another power-hungry country amidst the lot. Just another shark in the dirty water.

The sound of my drum

It’s often easy to get lost in our own world, forgetting how we are connected to everything. We march to the beat of our own drum, unique and individual, however separate. I remember a time when I thought this to be the goal of oneself, to define myself apart from others. I concentrated on how my drum looked, how it sounded, how it was received, and what that sound meant. I still come back to this idea, when I feel like I’m not connected with others.
However, this singularity does not create rhythm in the world. If all of us play our drum without regard for the others in the circle there is no synchronicity, no rhythm. Chaotic, unintelligible noise is the sum, and as such, disagreement with each other. A beat can only be created when we play together. We look to someone to take the first step, to lead the intention of the music. As it is created we join in with our own voice. We can choose to play the same beat that is being played; perhaps it is not familiar to us and we learn from it. We can simply listen, if we choose. Or we can play our own beat alongside the original, contributing in our creative way by helping it grow and expand.
In this way, we connect with others in a way more powerful than our drum could ever be on its own.